hiddennudes

i realized today that when i  have sex . its lustful . its passion but in a dark way . know i see that when i have sex i am taken over from lust . i realized that i want to find a guy that can make me feel something other than lust . love aybe . or no . i want one that can make me feel love and lust at the same time . do i ask too much?

I realized today that i am sad for the wrong things . you know what they say about gay life . that is full of sex 99% of the time and when 2 gays have a relationship after some time they will get bored and cheat or have threesomes and become sexfreaks and blah blah blah . its a dark path that creates many negativefeelings . not the sex part sex its for the body the mind deteriorates ands seeks more sex . i didnt know what to do . i was confused and sad i realized that i am young and i have urges that i cant stop because i will end up having sex with the wrong person a person that satisfies  only the body and not the mind . so the thing tha

a new series of art Adam is innocent , he wants to find love Jester is a nymfo. he just wants lust will Jester  take advantage of Adam ? Or Adam will change him to something else ? the new art . in a few days http://hiddennudes.deviantart.com/art/Jester-and-Adam-111937129